Housewives OR Militia?
One thing that constantly bothers me (that probably shouldn’t) is the mass amounts of housewifes that drive their ONE or TWO children around in hugemongous SUV’s. The soccer mom’s with the Hummers are the worst! They drive like they own the road (or maybe don’t know how ginormous the beast of a vehicle is).
Not only is it TERRIBLE for the environment, but they are depleting what gas is left… driving the price up. They are teaching their children to be wastefull. Plus, it’s just freakin’ annoying!
Seriously now.. if you are not heading off to war or hauling enough firewood to heat a mansion, there is no need to troll around town in such a monstrosity!
I guess I am just getting really frustrated with our throw-away society. Not that I am perfect.. I just recently broke my addiction to beauty product chemicals and paper plates… but I do try. I don’t think you need to go completely overboard and obsess over “going green”, but I do think that it is our responsibility to the future human races to do the little things we can and at least TRY.
Ok.. enough ranting now. Well, maybe not yet.
I hate Daddy being gone every evening! My friend J described our situation like being in a long distance D/s dynamic. I never really thought of it that way, but that pretty much sums it up! At first, I kept saying I felt like a single woman and single mom again.. but that’s not really it. I am still loved and attached, but I am truly mourning the loss of His presence in my everyday.
I am not a perfect sub… hell, I may not even be a GOOD sub every day. I have my times when I crave rules and need structure.. but if Daddy simply lays it out but isn’t here to enforce his words, they feel empty and meaningless. I know it is my responsibility to listen and behave whether or not he is here to watch my every move or not, but it is sooooo easy to do what I want and not what I was told when I know I can get away with it.. 
That may sound terrible to the “perfect” subs out there.. but that’s me. Imperfect, slightly messy, somewhat bratty subbie girl.
